tata
very sorry about all the problems and such happening in the next month and everything. things will be worked out eventually. tomorrow will be my last post for a while (unless i get online somewhere for a few minutes) and i bid a temporary farewell.
but until then, i'm stuck with my free shaw hosting and my small 10 megs of space (well 20 but not at the same address. see i get 10 at members.shaw.ca/debut and 10 at members.shaw.ca/debutstorage1, which is totally lame). life's pretty limited when you're a kid with no money. but things could always be worse, so i'm thankful for what i have.
well i'm out, i added a couple buttons to the links page.
so i really need something to do. i mean i haven't done anything in the past three days. my farthest journey from home was a 5 minute bike ride to IGA for the folks. how sad and/or pathetic is that? i really neeeeeeeeed something to do, something that doesn't cost a lot of money (something that costs a lot of money: going to k-days again with daniel tomorrow at 5 pm). hopefully kat will gimme a call soon so we can hook up for a while. if not, it looks like more buffy, smallville and movie watching for me.
speaking of smallville, the rents bought me the first two episodes on tape today. i hadn't seen the firstone yet and i've been wanting to ever since i saw the second episode. the tape is really cool, it's like a movie..... with a noticable commercial spot here and there. it's so sad too, clark is so tortured and hurt. and i'm in love with lana. i really hope they don't kill her off later in the series (though they probably will before he meets lois lane).
but my parents are getting ancy, so i gotsta get off the computer. 'sides, it's almost time for buffy (angel should be turning bad soon).
nite everyone XoXoX
mooooole... nice to mole you- nice to meet you- nice to meet your mole- stop saying mole!... mole............ MOLYMOLYMOLYMOLYMOLYMOLYMOLYMOLY!!
can't freakin wait for Goldmember to come out. it looks hilarious.
i've found that it's really hard to explain what a blog is to people who just don't know. i mean take the word 'blog', aside from how fun it is to say, what the hell is it? if you've never heard of one you're like 'wha??...'. basically it's just from the words we -b log- which is obviously just like a journal on the web. a series of text installments over the period of a journey, usually the journey of one's life (or at least a phase your going through). another thing is the vast majority of people just don't care about reading into the lives of complete strangers. completely understandable, people have their own thangs. besides, most blogs suck (and i'm not exempting myself from that list). but for people like me, finding other people who feel the need to share their lives (and their souls now and then) is important and really interesting to me.
and every once in a while, through the meaningless drivel and boring crap that most blogs embody, you find someone, or a group of people, that are just incredible. smart, funny, opinionated, open-minded, occasionally beautiful, and jut amazing. and that's what i love about surfing blogs. that's also what i hope my site will become: something people like and want to visit again and again, and something that's clever and interesting and completely unique and something that get's noticed. that is my dream for debut. i don't want this site to just be a waste of space online, i actually want it to become something in itself, and something great. i'm probably asking too much of myself here, i need to try harder to transform this site into my dream.
and i'll get a blog groove going too eventually. things will pick up the pace. and feedback is always welcome (click on the thing that sez '.zero. comments' and write something, plz) i'm lonely here in my little corner of the web all alone.
well i gotta go pick up some groceries for the rents, so blog you later XoXoX
oh if there were a god...
i dunno what i'm gonna do today... i haven't seen alexis in a while, i should really give her a call. she's the greatest. she just graduated this year and next year she's heading off to bible college. she's a great artist and really smart and very pretty and she has a great sense of humor and she's just all around fun. i'm surprised she hasn't called me actually. oh well, she's a busy girl, i'll give her a ring later and see what's going on. i also wonder what eric's up to today, mebbe he wants to do something. hmmmmm, well we'll see what happens. i might just end up staying at home and chillaxing. oh the rents are going out to dinner tonight, so they'll be gone for like 4 hours or so which means house to myself. ooh and i really wanted alexis to watch magnolia. i really think she'd like it (except for the swearing bit of it and the 'respect the cock and TAME the pussy' parts) lol, but once you look past that you see it's an amazing movie. with an amazing soundtrack. i love aimee mann. her voice is amazing. i reccomend you go pick up the cd.
and that reminds me, i just just saw the new bif naked video: tango shoes. she is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pretty. i totally love bif, though the song is just ok. the video is sweet though, i want a tank. well anyhoo, i guess i should go have a shower and figure the day out. later everyone.
well we arrived at north lands park and we just walked around looking at stuff and looking for a ticket booth, and once we all (richard, taryn, sarah, adam, lyn, some guy who's name i can't believe i forget [i'll find it out later], and i) got our unlimited day passes, we just went crazy on rides.... and haunted houses... and a few kiddie attractions. some of those rides are not meant for guys at all. major croth uncomfies. we pretty much spent the day doing everything and sampling foods such as mini-doughnuts (mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm). the only ride i got hurt on was the big potato-sack slide. you're supposed to lean forwards so you don't catch air, but i leaned straight back, caught a foot or so of air, and my shoe just gripped right to the slide track and i tumbled like crazy. got a nasty 'burn' thingy on my arm that really hurts (and sarah kept bumping into and then like rubbing it 'are you ok?' and making it hurt more... all intentional i might add).
eventually we went on the big ferris wheel and sarah went for her camera to get pics. once she opened her backpack, she noticed that her sunscreen bottle was quite open and quite everywhere. the cam is ok, but it was all gooey and by the time pics were taken and the carema rubbed off and loceted elsewhere, the outside of the bag was covered in patches of white goo (let that sink in). and so jokes were made and hilarity ensued. towards the end of the day, people played some games and won mardi gras beads. richard managed to get them around his waist by rolling the down his arms and around his tiny shoulders and down. he's never getting them off in one peice though. (though if he tried it might be just as funny to watch as the initial getting the on).
then taryn's dad picked us up and moved us all back to taryn's house wheree we drank grape kool-aid and joked some more. then sarah's dad came to pick us up with sarah's li'l brother kurt.... in a three seater truck. so sarah had to sit on my lap (not that i minded *winks* and besides, if i said i minded .zero. people would have believed me). then as a joke was made, we all had the mental image of, if sarah were driving, sarah's dad on my lap in her stead. *shudder* but anyways, then i got dropped off, and here i am.
and here i go. blog you later
so the plan is, i'm gonna finish my smoothie, do the hour of work, sarah's gonna call me again about rides and such, i'm gonna have a shower and get all gussied up, and then i'm either waiting for a ride from sarah, or i'm biking to taryn's house, where we are all meeting up and heading off to the LRT. mmmmm this smoothie is good. so i'm gonna go finish it and prepare for working.
later everyone
kierra shay i highly reccomend checking her out *winks* unless of course you're female and straight, in which case: try not to get tooo disgusted with me.
well today i woke up around 12:30, made myself a frozen quesadilla or two (mm mmmmm) and went right on the computer, determined to finish the site today. i really just wanted it done so that i could let myself do other things (like go to klondike days tomorrow with sarah and co. :D ), but once i was finished, i had to upload everything and put the new layout up early. there was much toying around and i even accidentally erased me blog template and i had to re-write it all from pretty much scratch. anyhoo.. where was i. oh yes, after a long session of site building, i came downstairs to haul tons of groceries in the house from the car. one of the items was a 24 pack of VANILLA COKE!!!!!!!!! all pour moi. i was sooooo happy, i had to come on and write something (as seen below). then busy at work at more pages. soon enough, i had to put in my daily hour of hard labour for the rents (so's i could get my $5 for the day). it was tuff moving those dirt piles in our backyard, but i did it. eventually i was dragged away kicking and screaming to dinner (i wanted to do more site work), which was a weird mexican-derivitive concoction of my mom's. it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO good though. i ate tons. then, with my belly full and me body aching, i finished the second layout to debut. and thusly: here we are.
well methinks that's it for me today, i's gonna go into the hot tub *woot!*
later XoXoX
mm mm good. i am very pleased with coca cola's newest addition to their soft-drink roster. you, the viewer(s?) should go out right now and reward YOUR curiosity.
you know, i really wish i had a blog when i was moving before. i really needed an outlet then, but i really didn't have one, so all my pent of move-hate-age is coming out now. meh, i know that it's not that bad of a thing. it's not the first time i've moved and i know it won't be the last. it's just not that big of a deal in the grand scheme of things. really, an elaborate inconveiniance is all it is. but at least this time i have a place to vent, and to rant, and to occasionally make a bad joke. thank the stars for the genius idea of weblogging.
i'm outta here. time to go watch tomb raider and oggle angelina jolie. (mmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmm she is one fine piece of ace)
i got this cool colored hair gel stuff. it's like a cool gold color. right now my hair is all spikey. i wish i had a digital cam of a webcam so i could show you, but meh, it still looks hella cool.
well i think i better get off the comp before my brain liquifies. later everyone.
blog later
humor me and check it out.
i also put a different pic of her in ~about girls~
that's about it, i'm gonna go hide again and try to cool down. 35 frickin degrees celcius here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's like 90-100 fahrenheit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! geezus!!!!!!!!!
first.... now this is hard to show the world, even for me. it's best that i don't talk about it too much. jesus
let me just say what better way to show your young catholic child the way than by showing them the flesh and blood of the lord being tackled by #22. what are people thinking...
next we have something that's just plain funny to watch. click on the pic. it's just that much funnier with the music playing.
the links page is up and i'm still mad at the parental units. so i bid you adieu. bye.
the relatives are gone, i didn't get any sleep last night and mow my parents insist on depressing me by talking about moving and all the work i'm gona hafta do and how fun it'll all be. i wish they would just shut up about it already. it's more than a month away and they're getting all excited about it! god, i can't freaking enjoy my summer with them constantly hanging this over my head. plus the promised me the basement long ago when we were just thinking of moving and NOW i have to sleep in a second floor CONDO ROOM!!!!!! i can't fucking stand condo bedrooms! i can't stand condos period!!!!!!! but i would have been ok with everything if i at least had a fucking basement room. the room there is everything i've ever wanted. it's a big basement room, with a bathroom right there and a freakin door that i can outside through and let people in through. it's like the awesome basement in that 70's show. ever since i saw all of them chillin there, i wanted that basement. then i had it!!! now, i suddenly find i don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my parents can fucking eat my ass right now.
for the record, the play we saw last night was the merry wives of windsor and it was done with many old characters like the marx brothers and dick van dyke and basil fawlty and even one guy that resembled orson wells. it was a great play and a hilarious production, and now i'm going back to being pissed off.
good bye
then we headed off to the legislative grounds ad messed around in the wading pool and everything. pictures were taken so maybe i'll get them back eventually and scan them in, but who knows. after a long time around the legislature, we came back here and rested for a bit. and now blair and dean(step uncle) are at the BBQ cookin up dinner so i snuck up on her for a while. after dinner and probably a walk with the dog we'll head to mayfair park to go see 'shakespeare in the park' which is a local summer festival that gets more and more popular every year. i don't know what play were seeing, but it'll be good no matter what. then sleep time and then they'll be outta here in the morning.
well i better get off and go help with dinner or hide in my room or something that isn't as hot as sitting here at the computer. blog ya later! XoXoX
nite everyone
as i tried to get up from the computer i realised how freakin stiff my legs are. it's from paintball yesterday which i forgot to post about. stew organized a paintball for a bunch of people from our neighborhood. so we all went for like 4 hours (boys vs. girls) and i always seemed to go straight up hills and walk right into traps from the other team. so now my legs are kinda stiff from running. though i got the most kills of anyone from our group. 9 confirmed kills and one definite kill on a guy who wasn't from our group but was playing for the girls team anyways. i got two hits on him and he still played. oh well though. all in fun.
so that's why i'm a little stiff in the legs now and that's prolly why i slept so much last night. meh. whatever. all i know is i had fun.
later everyone
well as you know, i stayed at stew's last night. we watched full metal jacket and kept trading off the computer. ashley's cam wouldn't work though, i mean it was all working last time.... grrr. oh well. me and ashley talked til like 2:30 in the morning. then i got hit with my pent up sleepiness and went to sleep. i actually got sleep too! like 5 hours. i was so happy. well not really.. just not so sleepy. meh...
me and stewart have been doing a lot lately cus he's going to his cadet camp this sunday and i'll be gone back to the fort by the time he gets back. a bunch of peeps from my neighborhood are going paintballing tomorrow and i want to come... but i don't want to spend the money. i wanna save it up over the summer. and paintball is expensive. but i think i'll go anyways. i mean that'll be the last time i see stewart for possibly forever, and i hardly ever do stuff with the teens from my hood. so i'll go and i'll have fun and i'll worry about money later. hmmm... i need a job. i'd have one too if i weren't moving. there's just no point in having a job for less than a month. i'll get one in ft. mac though, probably right away. you can throw a dead cat in that town and get two jobs right then and there. it's crazy.
well i'm starving and i have some stupid chores to do, so ttyl
bubye
so then we went to a+b sound and bought the new moby album, 18. it's awesome. maybe better than his last album, play. i highly reccomend picking it up. then we stopped by superstore and i got some scooby-doo noodle stuff. mmmm it was sooo good. after that i did my daily summer chores for 5 bucks. then my neighbor with the two malamutes came over and gave me 10 bucks to take care of his dogs for the weekend. i need to save my money though. i neeeed to get a webcam. then this site'll be a webcam site! yay for you all. you get to see my ugly mugg!
anyhoo, now i'm at stewart's for the night and we're watching shrek and i have some smoooooooth teeth! so i better end this installment. blog ya later!
then i tried to get stewart to watch all the hilarity at College University.com but he didn't want to watch. instead he turned on cops. his loss. those little movies are hilarious. if you have the means, i highly reccomend checking them out. all of them.
then we went to bed but there's was that lack of sleep thing for me. eventually stew woke up and got dressed and all that. then we walked to whyte ave so he could get his hair cut and buy some books to read while he's at his cadet camp for 6 weeks. he leaves sunday. while stew was having his hair cut i had this chat with another guy waiting to get his mop trimmed. he reminded me sooooooo much of myself. i was like 'that's me in 5 years'. he was pretty cool too. we both commented on stewart's amry-boy ness and how neither of us are gonna go get shot up for our country. lol. i don't even think i caught the guy's name. oh well, i'll see him again in 5 years as me. but anyways...
then we walked home and stewart made an ass of himself in front of some hot girls and then we saw a newspaper from yesterday that said "BABY DIES. Happy Canada Day!!!" we couldn't stop laughing. it's soo wrong. eventually, just before my house we split off and then i watched tv for a few minutes and now i'm here. really i'm just putting off doing chores, but that's ok. i have til 7 or so to do them. i'll be fine.
and that's all i have to say about that. tata peoples.
last night i stayed at my friend owen's house. the night consisted of much video game playing (GTA3 and MOH:Frontlines) and cavorting with owen's bunny rabbit. eventually, about an hour before owen's parents got up, we went to sleep. in the morning we played more GTA3 and ate pancakes and at about 4 i got picked up by my asshole step-dad blair. well no, he's only an asshole most of the time, every once in a while he's cool.but anyways, once i got home i went straight to work on the site, touching up stuff here and there, fixing this and that, and making a few new pages. two of them aren't working as of right now, but they'll definitely be up by tomorrow. shaw just hasta update their servers, and they usually do that towards night time when less people are eating up their resources.
i tried a few new things on my beloved GIMP imaging program. the one thing i came up with that i kinda liked was this:
right now i'm gonna go grab a bowl of cinnamon toast crunch and watch a movie or something. blog you later.
XoXoX tata
i still have some pages to finish, but once i take a couple of hours and sit down and just do them, the site will be done.
one thing i promise to do with this site that i really didn't with the last one is write at least one good long entry everyday, like a journal or something, and i'll also update the site often with the latest and greatest info. if there's anythign you'd like to say or submit, or WHATEVER, you can e-mail me at debut@shaw.ca. soon i'll have the contact me page done, so you won't have to worry about opening new windows or programs to send e-mail (the bugs the hell out of me).
well i suppose that's enough ranting and raving for now, i gotsta go watch my buffy.
tata
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