well i'm in the fort...
the site isn't up yet, i dunno when that'll happen but i figured i'm here at dustin's house on the computer and ashley just went to bed so i have nothing to do (aside from watch tom green movies...) and i figure i haven't had an entry here in a long time so i figured... maybe i'll write something. what a revelation...
i think it's been too long since i've been on msn. i can't talk when i'm online anymore, totally out of touch with my inner chatterbox. in fact i have so much to say right now and i can't think of anything to type. it's a vicious cyle... and this is why i think i scored so low on the ashley impress-o-meter.
but i realised that i shouldn't be trying to score high with her. i should just be myself and let whatever happens happen, and that goes for everyone. i guess i was all worried about being someone for everyone (if that makes sense) here in ft. mac so that i'd fit in and what not, but worrying like that isn't me. i don't care what anyone really thinks about me. i'm my own self-confident person and all this trying to impress ashley (and other mcmurrayites) is really getting me nowhere. as i said to ashley, it's time for plan b. what i didn't say was plan b is no plan. i'm just gonna be my laid-back normal self and just go with the flow.
hopefully my ability to articulate comes back too. cus i'm just scratching the surface of all i wanted to talk about tonite. oh well, it'll all come out sooner or later.
but i gotta go with the flow right now and take a piss.
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