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.Monday, January 27, 2003.

 my mood

guess what, i forgot to tell you about what an ass i was yesterday at the pool.

ok, so after swimming, we get back to the locker room and my stuff isn't in the locker that i put it in. so i thought to myself that maybe i just put it in a different row since all the rows look the same. I checked the other rows for my locker, but i couldn't find it. my mind starts thinking that either it's gone or somebody just moved it all. by now dixon is changed completely and we go through the rows checking every unlocked locker. nothing. i'm freaking out, going nuts, because it's clod outside and all i have are my wet trunks, literally. not socks, shoes, clothes, towel. nothing. so we get a theft report form and everything, but just as i finish filling it out kyle goes, "wgat about the boys locker room?" ....................... "WHAT?"

apparently at the ymca there are TWO changing rooms that look identical from the inside. and sure enough, my stuff is right where i left it. *smacks self* now steve feels like an idiot.

but it's aight, now i'm laughing about it too, which i wasn't at the time. anyways, yeah that's my story.

tata y'all


the one and only SNewman at 3:12 PM

 my mood

*yawn* i am soooooo tired. i got a lot of sleep last night, but it must have been restless because i woke up feeling tired. then i took the bus to the ymca and went swimming with dixon and meagan. we had lots of fun and me and dixon rassled for a while. it was good to get in the water since i haven't been swimming in like a year and a half, but if you swim a lot when your not used to it, your energy just gets draaaaaaaaaained. so needless to say, after swimming i was pretty tired. next i had to go to work and clean like mad before the first show started (the mattinee for kangaroo jack was covered with garbage). towards the middle of the line up for the first show, i started feeling sick and queasy, but i did my duties anyway and i asked to go early at about 9:30 so i could get home, get in bed, and talk to ashley. but no one tells me that THE BUSES STOP RUNNING AT 6 ON SUNDAYS!!!! so i'm waiting out there for an hour in the freezing cold, holding on to the ice cream that i bought for friday night. oncethe ice cream and i were frozen solid, i walked back to the theatre to warm up and mooch for a ride off of someone, and i put the ice cream in the freezer to keep it cold and i called up ashley on the phone to tell her what was going on. two and a half hours later my ride is finally ready to go and my step dad got mad at me for being so late (even though i tried to explain the bus thing). but to top it all off I FUCKING FORGOT THE ICE CREAM IN THE FREEZER. what a perfect way to end of the day. all i can say is that it had BETTER be there when i work on tuesday so i can take it home then. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i'm not have the best evening today, but ashley sent me a cute e-mail which put a big smile on my face, so i'm just gonna go to bed and sleep in so i can be all rested and chipper when ashley comes over tomorrow.

blog later

signed the one with the sore back...


the one and only SNewman at 1:51 AM

.Friday, January 24, 2003.

 my mood


you know, swords are cool. i really want to get myself one. there's a store in one of the malls every november that sells swords, like really kick ass ones. so i'm gonna keep some money aside and buy myself one next year. i just like the idea of owning (and knowing how to handle) a really sweet and intimidating sword. there's just something about it.

but anyways, that's all i have time to say except that first semester and my corresponding final exams are over and done with. no more school for a week. it's great. and my and ashley are celebrating by going to a movie and then bowling. it should be fun, :D.

but i gtg like right now so i can make it to the movies on time.

tata, kyl button.


the one and only SNewman at 4:48 PM

.Monday, January 20, 2003.

 my mood

MIHAELA'S A HOWLER MONKEY!!! keeYAH keeYAH!!!!! lol, smells like one anyways.

howler-monkey.jpg

lol, that's all for now


the one and only SNewman at 4:18 PM

.Sunday, January 19, 2003.

 my mood

you know there's nothing quite like spending an entire day in boxers and socks. boxers and socks... it's just so liberating and and... and lazy! it's great. i mean if it weren't for the freezing coldness of outside and the whole law thing, i'd wear boxers and socks everyday, everywhere. but alas, the legal restrictions are pretty nigh.

i think i'm gonna overdose on buffy soon. i got the first two seasons on dvd for x-mas and i'm gone from one episode every few days to a whole disc (4 eps) in one go. i think i'm over-buffying a little bit, so i'm gonna hold off the dvd's for a lil while and actually get out of the house for other reasons than school and work. speaking of work, i have been working like crazy, i've had like 3 out of the last 7 shifts off. madness! i even had to come in instead of a movie date with ashley!!! it's beginning to wear on me, but in two weeks when i get my huge paycheck i'm gonna be thankful that i worked so much. (it being right before both valentine's day and my birthday) i'll be able to pull something really big for the first onew, and i can buy myself whatever i don't get for my sweet 16. and i'd say me and ashley spent ample time together this weekend, as in like two days back to back. it was nice (duhhh) and it kinda sucks that we have school monday and tuesday cus i wanna spend more time with ashley. we do have the exam break to see each other a-plenty though. i have only two exams and ashley has three (and one of those for both of us is the same test) so that leaves plenty of empty days to veg and/or visit.

well that's pretty much it for now, ummmmm, sasquatch trail ice cream is awesome, go pick yourself up a tub. and with that said, i'm gone.

tata, KYL button


the one and only SNewman at 4:08 PM

.Monday, January 13, 2003.

 my mood

eheheheheheheheh soooooo yeah, i've sorta neglected (such a harsh word: neglected) the fan(s) of my blog lately. for like 2 weeks or so actually. so yeah, forgive me and i'll get on with it.

"blood: it's in you to live." i dunno, mom's watching tv. and me? i haven't bee up to much. it's basically been work, homework, and watching buffy or smallville. (and of course fridays with my love, but those are between me and her). over the weekend i made a video for art class with ryley. we had to research a famous artist and we did imhotep, from ancient egypt. we bullshat most of it and just made it as funny as possible, but we're getting good marks, so that's good.

a lot of people are leaving the theatre where i work, and i'm actually glad for it. fresh faces, a chance to get away from some of the less hard to take of my coworkers. some people are just getting on my nerves lately, and that's hard to do with me. dustin got fired actually, so it sucks not having him around. meh, work is still fun, and i've been working a lot so i'll get a lot of money in a week.

well i can't think of anything to say because it's been a while, but i'm gonna get back on a daily posting plan. and i'll get more interesting (hopefully).

tata, time to go watch smallville.

tata love ya button


the one and only SNewman at 8:01 PM





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